Love is....

LOVE IS...
 Beautiful,
Sweet,
Pain,
Bitter,
Suffocating,
Stupid,
Confusing,
Jealousy,
Killing me softly,
Something that makes my heart goes duguem,dugeum,dugeum

Oh feelings..please go away~

have you ever fall in love with someone you shouldnt all in love with?

i did, i had done it tons of time..huu..

why do this thing happen to me all the time??

even if we do get together, it wont be last forever cause we are never gonna be with each other..

even if we will be happy together, the result will still be the same..i will keep hurting people if i kept this feelings huu..

Why do i always have to fall with someone who im not supposed to fall with??

gosh.. i just cant resist the temptation..huu..

i know this is only a temporary feelings and i believe i can shake this thing off..but for now..

its just hard..

even knowing he got flaws, still i cant help to but still like him..

Why do i have to have this feeling..

this is my weakness, i could easily fall in with someone..

Why do i always do this?? Why?? huu...

Stupid feelings...

2013 Finally being nice to me

Again Hola to my anonymous reader and visitor which include to those who visit my blog not for the purpose of reading it but for posting some advertisement that i wont even bother to read...hehe! teehee~~

Anyway all i want to tell i that, yup my 2013 year are finally much more better than before. Or shall i say my semester 5 days are better as compared to last year which have much thing to be complain of..

This semester is better, i felt loved by my friends and again felt lucky to have friend who makes me smile and forget my problem every now and then when im sad. Well of course my life problem never end, but at least it is not as hard as in the earlier 2013. ohya about me cannot forget the feeling or something like that on my previous post, its turn out i've move on and i do not feel any feelings anymore, meaning that, i finally able to forget that feeling and moved on and dont give a damn about that person who makes me feels that way~~ Thank goodness i am good in not give a damn on something easily.

However even though my life graph are on the high state, still there a some problem i faced these days. among them are such as bad facial day where i got an acne infection on my face, damn that is one of the worse experience i had these year...shit..its not only make my face felt itchy,hurt and uncomfortable, it also makes my confident level extremely low that i was covering my face all the time during on campus..thank goodness it is much better now. apart from that the problem well not really problem but more like cabaran that i am facing now is that i have tons of assigmement to do and i have feeling again with person who i am not suppose to have feeling with...huhu why????

Why do i always felt for someone who i am not supposed to felt with..who i am unable to be with? whyy...why do i have  to face this temptation?? no.. i dont wish to hurts any more feelings..i have done enough of it..i have hurt soo many persons feeling already...huu..no how i wish this feeling would go away..but seems like it getting stronger and wont go away as i want it to be..huhu..Therefore i hope this is only a temporary feelings that im able to let it go as like i had always did..


okay enough about all of this nonsense..i want to add on that this is my last semester for having class and next semester i will be having my internship and then boom..im done with my degree.

therefore i wish i could rest for awhile while waiting for my convo and color my hair pink!woot woot! hhehe.. :)
okay then that its for today most longest post..this probably the last for this year if im lazy..if im not..i will be posting more more n more

turning table

Hye anonymous reader,

 

I dont know why, but its seems this semester its like everybody turn to me or in other words all depend on me when it turn to making sure the group assignment are moving and everybody ask to me what we gonna do about the assignment and its seems like everyone expect me the one who supposed to finished it.. 

Hmm.. its all of sudden i am the one who need to done it all. hmm.. when im in my diploma i used to be the one who just need to follow  my group instruction but now..its seems like everybody are waiting for me to make the instruction. and honestly, i seriously would rather prefer when i am the one who waiting on instruction instead of giving on instruction.. are this what we called as turning table? hmm.. i dont know..okey.. done with this.. need to do my assignment.. adios..

Little Dreams

I dont know since when i have that dreams.

that dreams of becoming a rock band vocalist aka rockstar..aiseh! hehe! probably since high school maybe..hehe..

But guess too bad its just a dream..

The only moment i can feel how is it like to be rockstar is when im on  karaoke with my friends. That's the only place where i can loose myself up and become uncontrollable singing..hehe! Singing as if im in a drugs Hehe! and that's what my friend always said to me.. hehe! they often said that when we go karaoke together i was like a mad person on a drugs while singing..hehe! But one thing for sure is that i lighten up the stage...muhahaha..which makes everyone entertain regardless whether im making fun of myself..muhahaha..to me i couldnt care less as long as we had fun fun fun! wuhuu.. 

Moral of the story is?? its no wrong in having a dream or angan2?? can we? hehe!

Never mind what people think or thought about us cause.....

I DONT CARE!!I LOVE IT!!~ :D -ICONA POP- :D

Never Should really

Guys,
We should never really easily attach to someone cause in the end or probably on some occasion you might get your heart crush and the worst part of it is the awkward moment when you have to meet them every day and pretend like you dont care but deep down inside your heart are like potato that being smashed minus that delicious taste cause it sucks so bad. Damn..

Even though your life moves on, but the feelings still wont change and you cannot help but too feel awful about it. That's is why sometime we should not be too friendly with everyone cause to keep up with them is sometime too hard and you just cant help yourself being hurt easily. And because of that it suck to be me. Why? cause i cannot help myself from being friendly cause that is just me and because of that also makes me hurt easily and plus become BUNTU and dont know what to do or to handle stuff. Try to just pretending nothing wrong, but deep down inside, you just cant help it being down, down, down.

Probably its just me and my own feeling, but i dont know...Teehee..

2013 The downfall of Marion Megan

Hello guys,

2013 seems like not a pretty good year for me.
regardless with family or with friends seems like everything all went wrong.
Its like if looking into my life graph, my status is currently at the bottom line.hoho
i dont know how will i able to go through with all of these.
Plus even with my studies i got some constraint with..Haish..
Plus again even my skin,my weight..everything gone wrong..hoho..getting more acne, more fatter and all the more of the bad thing. Hoho..
 Thus, i can conclude that my life graph on the 1st quarter and 2nd quarter of 2013 are totally declining..haha~!
See.. i can even make a graph out of it..
Oh well, all i can do is just go through it all with the companion of music.. which makes me feels a lot better every time im on the bottom line.