I dont know whom to complain with...
Its monday morning..
My Heads hurt due to lack of sleep
Both of my arms hurt due to carrying heavy stuff too much
Nose itchy and hurt as well gara2 kena habuk smlm..
I work too hard kali on last weekend
Now my body felt the effect already huhu
Sunday, December 6, 2015
I dont know whom to complain with...
Friday, October 30, 2015
Its been so long since im blogging! Teehee! And looking back at my last blog update. Only 1 Word can describe it! That is "OVERRR" Overnyer Emo Ahahaha.. Lol didnt realise i hate my life that much that time..probably not a good day huh? Well im Older now and l had learned to be grateful for what i have. Gosh again So EMO! Haha!
Monday, January 20, 2014
Sunday, January 19, 2014
Thursday, January 16, 2014
Finally all the studying for test, exam, and doing assignment is finally over and another 1 more semester and i will end my Degree courses. Im very happy but sad at the same time, i dont realize that by this thing to be end means i will now rarely gonna meet with my classmate, i am surely gonna miss them. i love them so much and thinking about not being able to gathered together again make me so sad seriously. I think they are the best classmate i ever had. I dont know when we are able to gathered together again someday. Huu.. However, life must go on. People come people go, but i think if we truly are friends we could always meet up right :) I will never forget them.
Hee, end about that part, now what i am worried is my practical, serious shit i am so nervous, im so scared that im gonna mess it up. Since i know im not the kind of person who have the smartest brain. im slow! my brain is slow! i dont know whether i can keep up with this. seriously im Scared! Not to mention we will be doing our own research paper! by our own, as in by MYSELF!?? Oh My Gashh! im not sure im capable of it. Seriously im lazy to think about it.
Anyway just finish my last paper exam yesterday and i hope i can pass all of my subject because if i dont,,, there will be NO PRACTICAL for me. yeah you can read it clearly right... NO PRACTICAL! Hoho.. im surely cannot imagine and i dont even want to imagine about failing any of my subject. This i give it to god to handle it. I have done my part, and i probably havent given all my effort to it. BUT i still hope to Pass it with a good result! Who doesnt want this right??? right?? HEe...
So i have only about 1 and a half week for holidaying, and im gonna start my practical on 3rd February which is gonna be very soon from now! huuu....my holiday! its so short! i dont like it! im tired! and i dont think there are any rest for me since i need to think about my research topic!!! aarghh...im stress, nervous and most of it i am freaking out right now...Hee i know i think to much~ but i cant help it..hoho..
Anyhow, good luck to me~ huhu..
Its been raining almost every day these day.
Luckily today there aren't any rain.
Today i felt like the sun shine so pretty i dont know why its just,
and it make me happy for no reason, the air breeze are also nice, i like it a lot.
Seriously for the first time in my life these are the prettiest sun shine i ever seen or probably just realize.
wish i could take picture of what i feel that time, but yeah its hard to explain. Probably i had just learn to love
the little thing in life that make this bitter world a pretty place.
Another thing that i felt pretty today is myself! Haha!
dont know why i just do.
even though im not like other girl who is as slim as f**k which i often jealous of. And with my large belly, hugh legs and thigh,round and wide faces with pimples and pimples scars....
But today im grateful, hihi..
I guess its normal that human will never be satisfied for what they had, some girl who is even skinnier than me still think them as if they are the fattest people on earth..hehe! well same for me which i know there a people even larger than me, but still i think im as big as them.
But, but, but...
today im seriously grateful and i wish i will keep up this positive vibe of mine~ Hee...
Enjoy your life people, stop wanting what others have, but if you really want it, do something about it, get it, dont just sit there and think or jealous about what they have.
This is also well an advise to myself i guess, cause we are the same, me and you are human, again its normal to be like me. But i read some picture during searching at google, it said "DREAM DONT WORK, UNLESS YOU DO." So do something about your dreams people, and i will making sure that i does it to :)
Monday, January 6, 2014
Its a new year, needs getting bigger,
last year wishlist still some of it not yet accomplish.
This new year, imma gonna get what i want by myself.
Im not gonna rely on my parent.
They never really took it serious when i want something.
Therefore, im gonna get it by myself, using my own money and my own effort.
They always dont want me to do it on my own..but they never really have help much either.
Better dont give a damn and just to what i want to do..
i dont know where am i gonna get that money, but i will..Amen!!